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[May. 2nd, 2005|04:16 am] |
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We really need to talk. Im so confused and upset and frustrated, I dont even know how this happened. All I know is this isnt right. This doesnt happen between us. |
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[Apr. 19th, 2005|01:16 am] |
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Treasure Groh is FUCKING AWESOME. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2005|01:07 am] |
Life is so repetitive.
well, isnt it? |
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| No Sleep til Benitos. |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|07:12 am] |
Well, I was up until about 5 in the morning talking to Cassie. I love that girl. She's amazing. Its hard to put into words how much I care about her, just believe me. I cant wait to see her in June, I mean after all she does live in Palm Coast, FL.
I can't sleep now, So im just going to stay up until I have to work at 3. Im going to watch Flight of the Pheonix, go to the mall, and just do whatever I can to stay awake until then. Im going to get off work at 8, and come home and go to bed. Hopefully that can get my sleep schedule closer to normal, so actually this is a good thing, if everything goes as planned.
i dont really no what to say, im just bored. so fuckin bored. and so awake. and also so tired.
im done. goodbye. |
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| This ones for Treasure |
[Mar. 22nd, 2005|01:04 am] |
Ok...HMMMM ...update...hnnn
I Now work for Benito's Pizza. I deliver Pizzas (and have been for six months now) ...Im making on average about $330 a week, which is more than i have ever made in probably 2 weeks at any of my other Jobs.
I tried to start excercising so I could get in shape. That didnt last long considering I had ice cream with chocolate shell tonight.
I have only drank3 times since '05, and one night I only had one shot. A vast improvement from '04 when I drank like 129 times. Or atleast alot. I dont know, I didnt count. Jeez.
Im ready to sell my car, so if you want a 1996 Red Pontiac Firebird with T-tops and 90,000 miles let me know. It also starts kind of slow, has a crack in the back bumper and burns on the center console. Runs good though.
I miss Cassie like crazy. She is in florida where its warm and sunny all the time. and most of us are stuck in michigan with the snow. and the rain. and the snowy rain, and the rainy snow, and the hail, and the occasional grizzly bear attack.
I like hanging out with the bosses daughter. She's cool. She works at Wendies now and they make you put the mustard on the burger in the shape of a W or you get yelled at. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. that is my only response.
I hung out with Marissa today. She was high. I told her its not good. She bought a pair of pants with HOLES ALREADY IN THEM for $55.00. I dont care if it is a style or not, I can buy a pair of pants from Kohls for $18.00 and a pair of scissors from Miejers for like $4.00 and make my own pants with holes in them. Total Savings: $33.00.
Cant really rag on her though, cuz I bought those Damn G-unit shoes for $90 fuckin dollars. They look sweet, and when I tried them on they were sooo comfy, I couldnt resist. Only thing I don't like about them is the big "G UNIT" on the side...
Brandon doesnt think Steven Lynch is funny. I do. Ohwell, i'm over it.
Devon now works for ACO. eh who cares.
I got to see Bailey last night. She has yet another new car. She is pimpin the girl can afford Rent, car payments, cell phone bill, car insurance, electric, gas, etc...all by herself. And I thought I was sweet cuz I could afford G-unit sneakers. I got a long way to go.
No new CD's but I want the Social Code one really badly. Only problem is its only available in Canada...ya know..."I feel so beautiful today, Bah bah bah bah bah bah bada bah!".
Treasure showed me her picture, and she looks hot. I am allowed to hit on her but she can't go out with me or reciprocate or however you spell it the feelings. Her words, not mine...)GPrincessTL: u can hit on my even though i have a bf i just can go out with you or reciprocate the feelings )....SEE I FUCKIN TOLD YOU.
Today i took a nap and I woke up and scratched myself and my sisters cat thought I wanted to play or whatever so it pounced on my crotch and it hurt really badly. It sucked. the end.
Oh, i've also managed to save $2,360 dollars. I am now only 5,140 away from my goal. Not including whatever I get for my car.
I cant really think of anything else interesting. Coffee makes me sick, my cat just turned 9, I'll be 20 years old in July, I've never been to Canada, I have been to Mexico, I dont know how to blow a bubble, I am a pretty good whistler, I got a 39 dollar tip once for an 11 dollar pizza...Im done. Im out.
and Remember: Insert inspirational saying here. |
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[Nov. 19th, 2004|03:55 pm] |
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| |  I only just wish. | ] |
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| | Piano Man by billy joel fuckers | ] |
Your positive traits:
You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on
A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows
You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with
Your negative traits:
Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner
You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult
It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.
Your ideal partner:
Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply
Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family
Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!
Your dating style:
Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.
Your seduction style:
Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship.
Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild.
Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac.
Tips for the future:
Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you.
Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing.
Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first.
Best place to meet someone online:
eHarmony - you'll be able to take the time to get to know each potential match well
Best color to attract mate: Aqua
Best day for a date: Wednesday |
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[Oct. 18th, 2004|12:20 am] |
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| |  hahaha whats that mean | ] |
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| | Fuckin nothin' holmes | ] |
K - Korn
E - Everlast
V - Vendetta Red
I - Interpol
N - Nonpoint
2) have you ever had a song written about you? No way Jose
3) what song makes you sad? Any song by Staind
4) what song makes you happy? Plain White T's - Fireworks (Cassie really needs to listen to it cuz she'll like it)
*APPERANCE*
height: 5'11"
hair color: Brown
skin color: white...
eye color: blue/green
piercings: none now
tattoos: none yet
*RIGHT NOW*
what color pants are you wearing?: Blue Jeans
what song are you listening to?: Not a thing
what taste is in your mouth?: Not a thing
how are you? Im fuckin awesome
*DO YOU*
get motion sickness?: Sometimes
have a bad habit?: Pulling at scabs...yeah its sick, i know, give me a break
get along with your parents?: Once in a while
*FAVORITES*
book: Catcher in the Rye
non alcoholic drink: Chocolate Milk
alcoholic drink: Jaiger
thing to do on the weekend: see above
*HAVE YOU*
broken the law: Hahahaha ...yeah. who hasnt.
ran away from home: When I was like 6, I made my sister run away with me but we only made it about 6 houses down and turned back
snuck out of the house: never had too
ever gone skinny dipping: no
made a prank phone call: sure
skipped school before: yes.
been in a school play: No not once
*LOVE*
Girlfriend/Boyfriend: nope
children: who doesnt, except for the evil little bastard ones you see on maury.
current crush: Absolotutly
been in love: nope, not yet.
had a hard time getting over someone: god, youll never know. (this is a great answer cassie so im just going to keep it)
been hurt: yes
your greatest regret: So many, oh so many
*RANDOM*
your cd player has in it right now: Chronic Future - Lines in my face
what makes you happy: musiC, my cAt, SportS, krIsty, Espn, lots of other things too.
*WHEN WAS THE LAST YOU*
time you cried: long, long time ago
you got e-mail: see above
kissed someone: Amanda, like a month ago
had sex: Its been a long time. Girls make me nervous what can I say
wanted to hit someone: Devon. Everyday...yet he's still one of my best friends
were in love: Im sorry, you've pressed an incorrect key. get it. its a joke.
who was the last person you talked to: Kristy
the last person that made you laugh: Gary, my boss
the last song you listened to: Apology for none symmetry - Chronic Future. |
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| well |
[Sep. 18th, 2004|11:21 pm] |
I don't write in this thing because nobody reads it besides maybe one or two people, but I figured i'de go ahead and write because im bored as fuck and I have nothing to do.
Im not going to Canada on the 1st anymore, either, because I have no money and we are behind on rent. So that means no getting fucked up in a different country for a while.
I didnt go to Mt. Pleasent either, because Rob had to go to some 25th anniversery thing for his aunt and uncle, so no playing poker in a casino.
also, I don't have a job, the cruise control, left headlight and right window dont work on my car...
Jackie, Devons Girlfriend, is possibly the most annoying girl I have ever met. She gets drunk, and refuses to clean up her own puke towel after see blows chunk. She breaks up with devon when he's not there, then comes back 3 hours later. she talks through entire movies, then yells at you if you say ONE thing that she's trying to watch...and she has great quotes, like:
"You guys dont clean...well, devon does, when i make him."
and "Your making mashed potatoes at 3 in the morning? your obese and you wonder why." to devon...or atleast something like that.
BLAKKKKHHH
So, lots of not great stuff going on. The highlight of the day is that im talking to Cassie. I could talk to her forever. She's so cute, plus she's actually nice, unlike alot of dumb girls out there. And she's original, its not like talking to a pre-record message...like the ones installed in cheerleaders before school begins in august.
I REALLY need to find a job. So if you know of anything that doesnt start with "Taco...Mc...Burger..." you know, the ones that end with "Bell, Donalds...King..." then let me know OK? also, if anyone suggest farmer Jacks im going to donkey punch them.
In other news, me and devon are going to make a show to put on TV...you know, public access channels. ONLY GOOD NEWS...its not going to be back yard wrestling...fuckin idiots they are.
Todays my sisters birthday. oh well.
I fuckin Love you cass.
Oh, and I reccomend talking to her, she's cool: IM HER AT STARLITDREAMS06. |
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| first time in 3 months |
[Aug. 22nd, 2004|06:56 pm] |
ok... frIday night was crazy - i think - i dont realLy remember...but we had a huge shaving cream fight...and a water fight tOo i think....and there was a bunch of people oVEr there...there was like ten people or something in our tinY apartment...maybe mOre bUt i know that i will never remember...and i guess i kissed amanda but luckily it wasnt against her will so thats good. right? yeah i think so. alcohol is a powerful substance.
and now im talking to CASSIE....... what a girl :) |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|07:43 pm] |
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
Ok, why not. |
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[May. 23rd, 2004|03:57 pm] |
New Job - First pay check (minimum) will be 310.
To that I say, GO TO HELL FARMER JACKS! |
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[May. 19th, 2004|06:23 pm] |
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GO PISTONS! BEAT THE FUCKING NETS! YOU CANT STOP US, WERE GOING TO BEAT THEM INTO OBLIVION! |
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| well |
[May. 6th, 2004|09:35 pm] |
Sure, its been like a month and a half, but last night I got real fucked up, 3 of us killed a bottle of tequilla (I was the only victim, unfortunatly) but somehow, miraciously, THIS REALLY, REALLY FINE GIRL ENDED UP DANCING FOR US IN THE LIVING ROOM AT LIKE 4 IN THE MORNING. it was a great day, even after throwing up chicken in the hallway.
so bye. |
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| been a while |
[Mar. 23rd, 2004|02:48 am] |
>Name:Kevin
>Were you named after anyone? No
>do u wish on stars: why?
>Which finger is your favorite?: I don't have a favorite
>When did you last cry?: don't know, along time, not in probably a decade from physical pain
>Do you like your handwriting? what the fuck
>Are you bored? its 2:49 am you tell me
>Who do you admire?: people that have everything, as cassie said, is a good start
>What is your favorite lunchmeat? roast beef
>Any bad habits? plenty
>What store would you never be caught dead in? a new york yankees store, how bout that
>If you were another person, would you be friends with you? i'de have to get to know me first
>Are you a daredevil?: sure, though stupid may be a better word
>Have you ever stolen anything?: yea
>Do looks matter?: to a point
>Have you ever met anyone famous? just low key, like Rick Mahorn, Ted Lindsey, Cheryl Ford (Karl Malones daughter) ooh there's a big name
>Are you trendy?: sometimes, if I like it I may infact go along
>What do you do to vent anger? listen to music, smoke
>Do fish have feelings?:im not a fish
>Where is your second home? my grandma's
>Do you trust others easily?: no
>What was your favorite toy as a child?: the teenage fuckin mutant fuckin ninja fuckin turtles
>What class in high school did you think was totally useless?: anything taught by Mrs. Mack or Mr. Davidson
>Do you like sappy love songs? no
>Have you ever been on radio or television? yea
>Do you like sarcasm?: absoloutly
>mosh pit ? yes
>Would you rather have a sore throat or an upset stomach? this is the stupidist question I've ever heard, how bout internal bleeding? i'll take that
>Have you thought seriously about committing suicide?: no not at all
>Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? hell no half the time im to lazy to even put them on
>what are you worried about right now? college and getting an apartment
>What is the worst thing you've ever done? can't put that sorry fuckers
>What's your favorite fast food?: does steak and shake count? it has a drive through window...if not, prolly arby's
>Favorite color: Cub blue
>Do you have a driver's license: Yes
>How many tries did it take you?: shut up
>What is your fav type of music?: alternative, rap rock, rock
>Play any instruments? as Rob says "I play the mic"
>Would you bunge jump? sign me up
>ice cream flavor? classic vanilla
>How many wisdom teeth do you have? none
>How many people have a crush on you right now?:the stupid little girl at farmer jacks, she's like a staler
********Last Person who...********
>*Called You: Devon or Rob
>*Made you cry: fuck maybe my dad a few years ago
>*You went to the movies with: Josh
>*Laughs the loudest?: Devon
>most in common with you?: Devon and Rob
>*Is going to have the cutest kids? Cassie!
>Who is going to fill this out?: well me, and cassie, who else i don't know |
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| seriously. |
[Mar. 7th, 2004|11:29 pm] |
some true facts of life:
1) Death
2) Taxes
3) Alex Mauer is fuckin hot.
now you cant argue with something in somebody's journal, can you? no. you cant. I cant wait for K-zoo and all of you (including alex) can come join us for long nights of drinkin' and partyin' and such.
im hungry.
Kev |
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| Pennywise |
[Feb. 29th, 2004|03:26 pm] |
The Pennywise Concert was Thursday...I only give it 4 outta 10, I was real tired, to tired to even go on the main floor. Pennywise was good, but I like bands that play encores (dont know how to spell it) ...and the other 3 bands were not very good.
Plus the pennywise lead singer was wasted.
got me thinkin, I should do my best impession of him soon....
I WANT TO PLAY FUCKIN FOOTBALL, its nice outside.
that is all.
(you've gotta put the puddin' in the puddin' bowl) |
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[Feb. 25th, 2004|02:05 am] |
ugh...things have been goin' down hill quite a bit lately. or is it up hill? ...down hill means bad...but up hill means hard, right? So i guess im going both down and up hill at the same time. I hate hills.
Sperm
Feeder Goldfish
Agility
10 | | | Strength
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27Origins
Sperm was won on Ebay |  |
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Thats right fuckers. My fishes name is SPERM. get over it. |
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| boredness |
[Feb. 23rd, 2004|08:53 pm] |
Well, im bored...its snowing like hell outside and im not in the homework mood, so i'll write a bit, here we go:
- I remember, back in the day...well before Linkin Park ever got big...or anyone had ever heard of them, for that matter, me and Rob had them blasting on our computer. We told a bunch of you fuckers about them, then they blew up, now everyone else thinks were just a bunch of bandwagon LP fans. well, I just want to say, when THOUSAND FOOT KRUTCH gets big, or even when your tellin your friends, remember who told YOU about them eh? i'de just like some credit every once in a while :D
- If you havent heard them yet, www.thousandfootkrutch.com you can listen to 6 of there songs,and it automatically start playing.
- There concert is april 15th, in canton, Im going, rob is going, you should go too. there awesome.
- 3 notes about TFK so far...not bad? suppose this one makes 4.
- any of you fuckers want a cat? I got that new one, but she cant stay, even though she's the nicest cat ever. she's cool as fuck...so if you want a cat, then I have one.
- any of you fuckers want a car? I got that new one, but she cant stay, even though she's the nicest car ever. She's cool as fuck, so if you want a car, then I have one (6 G's fucker)
- im starting to fall behind in math class. im fucked.
- work is gay
- Sunny Allen (i think thats her name) is really hot.
- I've been under a lot of stressful conditions lately, so im sorry if i've been a dick or anything recently....unless you deserved it, then fuck you.
- Go PISTONS! |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2004|01:41 am] |
Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results | Sociability | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Gregariousness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Assertiveness | |||||||||||||||||| | 54% | | Activity Level | ||||||||||||||| | 50% | | Excitement-Seeking | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Enthusiasm | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Extroversion | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 61% | | Trust | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Morality | ||||||||||||||| | 50% | | Altruism | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Cooperation | |||||||||||||||||| | 58% | | Modesty | |||||||||||||||||| | 58% | | Sympathy | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Friendliness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 61% | | Confidence | |||||||||||||||||| | 54% | | Neatness | |||||||||||||||||| | 54% | | Dutifulness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Achievement | |||||||||||||||||| | 54% | | Self-Discipline | ||||||||||||||| | 46% | | Cautiousness | ||||||||||||||| | 50% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||||||||| | 53% | | Anxiety | |||||||||||| | 34% | | Volatility | ||||||||| | 26% | | Depression | ||||||||| | 30% | | Self-Consciousness | |||||||||||||||||| | 58% | | Impulsiveness | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Vulnerability | ||||||||||||||| | 46% | | Emotional Stability | |||||||||||||||||| | 54% | | Imagination | |||||||||||||||||| | 54% | | Artistic Interests | ||||||||||||||| | 42% | | Emotionality | |||||||||||||||||| | 58% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Intellect | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Liberalism | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Openmindedness | |||||||||||||||||| | 58% | | Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test It was long and not worth it, i'de say...but ohwell I SUPPOSE. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2004|11:19 pm] |
Lets try out these handy dandy use of words, shall we:
"What ever happens, happens" ...
Horrible words. UCK...who says that to somebody? I mean I can see it on something thats chance, like winning the lottery or rolling a certain number on a dice...but not on something that is controllable...lets think of what that could possibly be saying:
1 - "I give up. If something happens then its by chance" ...if your not going to push even a lil bit, then how can you expect something to happen.
2 - "I already know whats going to happen, Nothing." (If Joe ask Suzie to go to the store, and Suzie said, "whatever happens happens" ...do you think she'd be going to the store with Joe?) if nothing is happening, and nothing continues to happen...than nothing will happen....
3 - i dont know, im sure theres more.
OHWELL though I just thought i'de throw that out there for ANYONE who wants to read it. but look at the bright side...now I know. I can let whatever happens happens to start to take its course.
I smell from BBALL im going to take a bath. bye. |
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